He welcomed the exercise. It took his mind off his family and for the
first time since this nightmare had begun he was completely by himself, concentrating
just on the running. He would need to keep in shape if he wanted to escape.
During the night he talked to his wife in his mind. The days were cast off, the
humiliations he endured put away as if he'd finished a scene. He went into every day
as if he was going for a shoot, putting himself into his role, pretending he was following
just a script. His role was that of a man being trained into a slave and he played his role
to perfection. But every night he longed for his wife, his children.
Haria was very satisfied with He's progress. There were moments he baulked at things,
but that was only to be expected. Sooner or later he would obey her every command. When he
had performed well she petted him, and caressed him, telling him how proud she was of him.
He seemed to come to a point where he watched her every movement to try and understand her
desires before she even uttered them. Finally He was rewarded with the Golden Chains of
perfection and she gave him his new name. Kharan, the Faithful.
It came as as a complete shock to her when Kharan disappeared. One morning she came to
find his room empty, the shackles open, the sharpened knife he had used as a skeleton key
still lying next to the shackles. Kharan had gone. Haria felt the sense of betrayal, of pain
she would never have expected at the realisation that his devotion had all been make believe. And
then she found the small figurines. A woman and two children, whittled out of soft chalk he had found who
knew where. They were polished as if they had been rubbed and held for hours. Haria looked at the
three crude little figurines, then she put them carefully away.
Maybe it was the first time she understood what love was. That she felt love herself.
And she understood that true love let go. She didn't raise the alarm, she didn't call out for a hunt.
She crossed the lake, listened around and then made one phone call.
The police picked him up a few hours later, bedraggled, exhausted, tired. They asked him questions
but had to accept that he claimed not to remember what had happened. In the evening he was home,
with his wife, his children. He looked at his wife's lovely face and felt that finally he could let go.
That night he cried in her arms, relieving himself of the past few months.
Here lay his power... for her he could be strong... with her he could be weak.
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